So, it's been a while. I am not gonna lie my mental health has not been the best in the last couple of months and this year in general. My Grandfather died at the end of January which hit me hard only then to also go through a terrible breakup several days later.
Followed by his funeral that we had for him in June...
The stress of finishing my last six classes in my undergrad degree has been taking a toll on myself and my health.
To now, as I write this, I HAVE HAD ABSOLUTELY NO MOTIVATION TO DO MUCH OF ANYTHING AND I AM NOW SICK WITH EITHER THE FLU AND OR COVID.... (I am waiting to hear my test results).
Yes, people, COVID is real and sucks major. My Grandfather that passed was affected by it as well. I have been struggling with a 103.5 fever and today is the first day in four days that my fever has broken a little.
When hard times like this happen, I have to take care of myself first and all other things get pushed to the sidelines. Therefore, this is why I have not been active online. Please bear with me. I am not going anywhere. I just need some REST.
DO YOURSELF A FAVOR AND PLEASE WEAR YOUR MASK BECAUSE THIS SICKNESS SUCKS ASS. no pun intended. I am vaccinated and still sick. It does happen. The nurse that gave me IV fluids basically told me that if I had not been vaccinated then my lungs would be way worse off and I would feel worse than I already do now. So, that is saying a lot. It makes sense why so many people are dying from this horrible disease because even with a vaccine it is absolutely horrendous and I feel like I got run over by a bus.
I have been sick a lot in my life and I am an insulin-dependent diabetic and this sickness is up there on one of the worst I have ever been through. I know it's worse because I am high risk and a diabetic as well. So, resting is extremely important for my recovery.